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I have to say this

I don’t talk much about my friendships. The true, true friends that I have cause they are few and far between. And honestly, I’ve never had a true friend until 3 years ago or so.
I met Trisha almost 4 or 5 years ago. The years have run into each other. We belonged to a online [...]

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I’ve had an ephiphany

I’ve been thinking a lot and when I do that, I come up with some crazy ideas.
Ya know how when women who get divorced and they go back to their high school sweethearts? Everyone is totally amazed and surprised. Well, I’ve realized why women do that and here’s my theory.
They go back to who they [...]

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I’ve made a list

I know that I will have to compromise on some, but most of them I’m not going to.
Cause I’m not compromising…
Here’s my list:
*genuine
*loves my girls as his own
*close with his family
*into natural living, organics, homeopathy as a first choice
*knows who he is, isn’t afraid to be himself
*makes me (and the girls) a priority
*simple
*wants more kids
*is [...]

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Reflecting…

Over the past 10 years I’ve realized that I lost who I was. I became the woman who everyone thought I should be. I never did anything for myself, always for others.
People looked to me as someone to help them out and get them through their issues. Never once in the past 10 years have [...]

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Just going to say

That I’m never, ever, ever going to settle again. I deserve better and so do the girls.
Just sayin’
~Alicia

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New Orleans in my thoughts

You know what’s the best? Realizing after 10 years that you matter and that you can have friends. It all started back in November when I knew the girls were going to be with their father for almost a week during the winter break. I called Trisha and told her that there was no way [...]

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A humbling experience

It started out this morning.
I got a phone call that I didn’t get to at 8:30, then the same person called me again at 9:15. She said she needed me to take her to the hospital. It was obvious when she called that she had been crying and was upset. I asked what was going [...]

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You don’t realize

What people are truly like until you stand up for yourself.
I mean its not like I don’t know who I am, but I’ve learned so much about myself in the past almost 6 months that it amazes me. I’ve learned what I like, what I don’t like, that my beliefs that I thought I had [...]

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Friends

I’ve realized who my true friends are.
And I’ve realized that I have very few true friends.
I have a lot of acquaintances, but just a few who I know that I can call on day or night. That I can lean on and cry.
Wait, scratch that.
I don’t cry
But truly, the people who you need [...]

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Sometimes

You think it’s going to be easy, but it’s not.
You try to be strong but you fumble. The worst part is showing your weaknesses. I’m not good at letting people in. I don’t like to be seen as weak.
That’s the hardest part.
~Alicia

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After a long hiatus…

I’m back.
I need to be back blogging. I need to be talking about what’s going on in my life.
I need the support.
What a roller coaster it has been the past almost 6 months, and yes, its’ still going. I can’t talk about the details since we are still in litigation. Just put it this way- [...]

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My Little Photographer

Reagan continues to be a great photographer. She is totally getting the whole premise behind the photo journalistic point of photography and portrait taking. Here are a few recent pictures she’s taken.

(this is my little sister- isn’t she pretty?)

~Alicia

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